Some Fictions Told

Shifts

2006-09-16T05:50:00.000-07:00

Times shifting in his head
Failed past
Broken present
Dark futures

He failed by his own choices
He is breaking his own present
He is ready for the dark futures

He is me
The mentally crippled ambitious man

He is me
Shifting from the depth of his hatred
Dark wings of deep mind

Ready to soar high above
Separated from the lies
Soar on the dark wings
Of his shifted truths

Shift.
Truth.
Wings.
Skyhigh.

Goodbye My Love

2006-06-24T03:47:00.000-07:00

He has thorn inside
Called Love
He has tried to discard
Unspoken Love
But He is not able to make it
Undiscarded Love

It hurts him
but still he can not forget
It is love
and it is truly unreachable
but it's true
and it's truly painful

Still he can't throw it away
Painful Love

B.L.U.R

2006-02-05T01:32:00.000-08:00

As he sat down,
empty plate before him,
greasy fingers dancing on keyboard,
digital letters made of photons jumping to live.

He can feel his mind going deconstruction
He can feel his nerves shatter
He can feel his spirit dwindles
He hears the song of underworld

"Come here, Come here, Come Here"

With all of the benevolence he had given,
What consequences have he acquired?

Losing faith,
Losing hopes,
Losing self,

Burning his nerve,
The fact of life,
Weighting,Weighting,
Whining,Draining,
Draining,Draining,
Ending.

Avenging World

2006-01-10T02:25:00.000-08:00

He feels it in the passing of his recent times.
He looks it in the clouds that hung above him each recent days he goes home.
He reads it in the news of the avalanches and raging snows and fatal heats and melting ice.
He senses it in the way the rain poured and the way the sun rises.
He senses that the nature is trying to dispose humans.

She balances things

Erotic French Translations

2005-12-27T03:54:00.000-08:00

woman: je veux que vous me fassiez l'amour, pour faire me pénétrer votre pénis, pour le pomper à l'intérieur de moi, pour me remplir, pour le pousser à plusieurs reprises, à plusieurs reprises, jusqu'à ce que mon corps entier soit rempli avec plaisir, jusqu'à ce que mon esprit soit rempli avec joie, jusqu'à mes nerfs fendus, jusqu'à la satisfaction explodes..manifests dans un plein orgasme!

man: Je veux vous hériter, pour serrer mon pénis avec votre vagin, pour le pomper à l'intérieur de vous, pour le pousser à plusieurs reprises, pour remplir votre corps avec plaisir, vous remplis d'extacy, au soulagement l'effort à l'intérieur de moi, jusqu'à ce que mon pénis soit entièrement exploité. jusqu'à ce que la satisfaction éclate, les manifestes dans la chaleur ejaculated à l'intérieur de vous!

hail the power of google translator !!

Dreams No More

2005-10-27T09:05:00.000-07:00

He Felt It Again

The Curse of No Dreams

Where Concoction of Dreams Found Falsehood

Reality He Couldn't Spun

Freedom He Couldn't Attain

Life He Couldn't Muster

All Have Been Summoning For The Demon Inside

All Have Been Crying For Liberation

All Have Been Saying: Wake Up, Predator, And Walk Your Fate of Remorseless Dominations

All Have Been Tortured For Too Long

INVESTING

2005-10-22T21:23:00.000-07:00

His head spinned around.

His eyes can't believe what he saw.

His heart racing.

He had found opportunities.

HYIP.

Forex TradingForex Trading.

Autosurf.

e-gold.

He thanked God he loved the Internet.

Real Dream Bitterness

2005-10-15T19:10:00.000-07:00

He felt stunned
His dreams has been felt as realities
His reality has been felt as dreams

He felt fear
If his dreams turned so real
and his realities turned so absurd

He felt confused
His dreams has become threatening
His realities has been turning sour

Nothing feels sweet anymore for him

Forgetful

2005-10-13T06:45:00.000-07:00

He startled when the thought overwhelmed him.

Time Sheet !!

He forgot to submit a time sheet to his supervisor..

that means he will not be paid this month...

The thought of it put him into a trance...

The thought of losing money this month put him into a cursing mood...

The thought made him panic...

The thought made him wishing he could fast forward to tomorrow and fix things first thing in the morning...

The thought...made him uneasy.

UNEASY!!

VOID

2005-09-26T05:19:00.000-07:00

He felt the cold slowly turning into a fever
He felt his heart freezing away

He felt dreams slipping away his soul
He felt that the void is slowly taking over his hopes

He lost 2 of his dreamgirls
He was defeated by limitations set by his own will

He sees his future are not as he has been dreaming
He sees he won't be walking under the sun anymore

The one you'll see won't be him
The one who you'll talk won't be him

The one who is him is now veiled
The one who is walking is just a puppet of the merciless puppet

For him, free will is an illusion

For him, the void is reality

For him..tomorrow is today and yesterday

Burger King

2005-09-21T06:37:00.000-07:00

Burger King. There, I said it. Burger King.
I cheat. Ever. So help me, God !!

tags: Burger tags: King

Open

2005-09-21T06:31:00.000-07:00

To Make Your Eyes Really Groove In, You Need To Sync Your Soul With The Tune.

Peace Yo

Yawn

2005-09-20T14:45:00.000-07:00

He woke up..but sleepiness was still linger.
He felt the urge to defecate..he had told himself to move the defecation routine to evening hours..he guessed this is his first trial.
He didn't have a successful defecation last night...

A Night When Daydreams End

2005-09-09T19:39:00.000-07:00

Night wind blew on his face the time he walked out of the mall. It was minutes past 10 P.M, and he was sleepy and tired and simply wish to escape the tempatations of things he had just done.
He played pools again that night. He had never liked playing pools, he simply had never had a feeling for that game.
But he decided to play that night. His friends were playing, and that's what he needed: friends. With his 2 weeks away from office, things seemed to change so much. What he called friends before seemed had grown distanced from him, especially comittee.
He had never understood why they seemed to ignore him on their next plans. He was the one who gathered them first, he was the uniter, the pioneer, the one they hoped for.
Then he was discarded, just like that because he left them in the end because of his duties. Deep inside, the fact left him a scar.
Scars had been carved inside him since he joint the company.
That night, the night he played pool again, he wished he could somehow mend the scars by doing something he couldn't do. He was wrong.
Mending scars etched in souls are not to be done by doing things you don't like.
So he escaped the game and his friends, going home.
He called a cab and went home.
The scars still linger and all of his dreams were fading out.
He added another scar in his soul: scar of forgetting.

Troubled Wake

2005-09-08T14:45:00.000-07:00

He woke up with the bitter taste of being discarded from the history of the comittee still lingered on his chest. He got annoyed. Annoyed by two: the discard and by his own inability to trash the bitter taste.
He then concentrated, trying to circulate his chi. He din't know whether it's truly a way to manage the chi, but he knew that it worked somehow on calming him down. Later, the bitterness would come again, but already he had a way to make it pushed back deep into his soul. He knew that the only way to trash the bitterness for good is to talk his rage out to the comittee.
Such offense wouldn't be a wise thing to do because he might suffer from dreadful backlash if he did that. For now, the chi circulating will do, whether it's real or not.
Adhan called, it's time for him to get ready for another office day. He had never been able to love his office, and now, discarded from the comittee, he was beginning to hate his office. But he couldn't hate his office; a man needs a living.

Red/Green

2005-09-08T04:05:00.000-07:00

He stared at the numbers in his monitors, blinking from red to green again and again. His nerves are aching. His braincells are being forced to work overtime. Deep inside, he wants to scream.
His Virtual Forex Trading sessions have not being good lately!!
Dragged into the world of Forex Trading a week ago by his cousin, He has never stopped on learning the thing!! The overtimes at the office has never hindered his determination to learn much about his new "Financial Strategy PC Game", even as the deadlines are coming to close.
"Never I'm this close to becoming a forex trader! This is my chance now!" is what he said when he first dived headfirst into the world of forex trading.
Now that the virtual world of forex trading has shown all challenges of forex trading, he must overcome it in order to reach his ultimate dream: make living by sitting in front of his home PC !!